Lazy Wednesday

Its Wednesday already,why so fast? School reopens in just a few days away and I'm really not looking forward to it for some reason. I mean I miss learning,studying and friends but I'm just probably not looking forward to the days to SPM. Time is ticking and yes its less than 200 days now and surely will be less than 100 days in just a couple of weeks away. Actually I miss laughing and being crazy with my friends and all but at the same time I'm not looking forward to wake up early everyday and deal with life. Oh life.

Feeling extra lazy today for no reason. I don't feel like doing anything at all. From the time I've been awake,all I have been doing was watching movies. I'll do some studying later,don't worry. Yesterday I managed to 2 chapters of History form four and 1 chapter of Mathematics. Today I'll be doing Physics and Addmaths. Hopefully we're going somewhere tonight,any where will do or probably tomorrow I would love to spent time with him before school reopens and everyone will be busy studying and all.

To be honest, I'm quite lazy to update but since I'm doing someone a favor,so yeah. Pardon me for this simple and short update though. Feeling real hungry right now for all I had for breakfast was wholemeal bread with jam and a glass of water. Going to grab something to eat now before I suffer from having a gastric. Plus, I can't wait for him to arrive back from Kundasang! 

June post

Hello there readers (if I had any), I'm back again after being away for a couple of weeks. Been so hectically busy during those time. So many to talk about,hopefully I won't forget while writing it out halfway as I am known as a partially forgetful person.

Currently,I am on my school break,2 weeks to be precise. Yes,a week has passed so quickly,oh God you have no idea and now it is already in the month of June. However, my first week of holiday has been pretty productive with stuff. Precisely as below:

• Monday- 4 hours of Addmaths tuition, went to Ilona's crib to help out with the cleaning and the cooking, Ilona's birthday party itself
• Tuesday- 2 hours of Chemistry tuition, went to aunts office with 2 of my cousins, suria and to my kg 
• Wednesday- Cousin's wedding, went with aunt and cousin again to pick cousin who's back from Labuan, lunch, dress hunting at Karam and Citymall 
• Thursday- 4 hours of Physics tuition, a well spend day with love (lunch,movie,dinner etc)and went dress hunting again with cousins
• Friday- Breakfast with the families then head to KDCA for kaamatan (roam around with family/families then meet up with boyfriend)
• Saturday- Stay-in at home and had movie marathon then dinner at grandpa's
• Sunday- Church, airport(to sent aunt and uncle from Aussie as well as grandpa and uncle Andrew as they are leaving to Vietnam), went back home to change and get ready for cousin's wedding reception,Tun Fuad (reception) , kg then after-party and the brides house

Indeed it has been a really productive week with schedule packed with activities and all. Few pictures were taken last week so I'll upload it later. So what about this week? Oh well nothing much though. As for yesterday,Monday, did some addmaths exercises,chores and light workout. Probably it will be the same for the rest of the week. Except I've spare a day to go out with him.So yeah. Probably this is all for now. I'll update again later, IF i'm diligent enough alright. Gonna revolve my world with History textbook,workbook and facts.

Birthday girl&boy

Ilona :)

Friends #1

Friends #2

On the grass #friend 3

Friends #4

Friends #5

Sharlina&I -Trying our best to start the fire

With baby Gwen

Bro with Dylan and Mori

<3

Waddup?

Elana with cousin Elle Joy

KDCA Kaamatan-Coincidentally wore the same colour

Cousin's wedding reception(the only pic I look good)

Was asked to camwhore so I did :p

Partially a free flying bird

Pardon me for neglecting my blog for so so long. I admit my schedule has been super packed with events and exam,to name a few. Finally,just finally I have the time and motivation to update part of my life on blog! Every time I was about to blog,I suddenly ran out of idea. But tonight,its different! Hahah what am I talking about again?

What should I update about? Exams?

Delighted to announce exams are over! Finally after 3 weeks of lack of sleeping and cramping knowledge into my fragile brain. Not to say I'm really happy and excited about it. There's no point being it cause obviously the real exam that determines my future and life is just around the corner. Not to add my Mid Term exam result to deal with. I admit I did not do well in it because I did not get to cover all the chapters from Form 4 so that explains. So disappointed with myself but there's no use crying over spilled milk right? Another examination to sit before the real exam itself which is trial exam probably around September? Hopefully this time I'll do well. Wait no,I'm ought to do better and get real good grades because that's the freaking last examination before SPM! Oh Lord, bless my soul.

Studies?

Everything is doing well I guess? Yes I'm doubting it myself. So many catch up to do therefore starting tomorrow,I'll be starting to do an intense studying according to the new schedule I just made. No,I wont procrastinate this time. I promised myself. Looking forward to it somehow! Everything will be cut down starting tomorrow as well. No using phone until after 9pm. No twitter for a week. No television (its not like I'm watching tv anymore nowadays,I'm not even kidding) and NO MORE PROCRASTINATE. Hopefully everything will going on smoothly with the help of God.

SOMEONE JUST TURNED 17 RECENTLY! Oh yes that's me. I know this is so..lame? Nothing much though. Wasn't so excited or anything. Probably it was because my birthday falls during exam season so that kind of influenced it. But seriously, wasn't looking forward to it as I did last year. I get it. I don't want to grow older and face the future. I really don't. I'm scared of how the outside world is going to be,with family and friends furthering apart from you, meeting new friends and adapt to the new situation and life. Its just horrifying. However, my birthday this year was slightly different. My close friends actually surprised me by wetting me unexpectedly! Seriously wasn't expecting it to happen but yes it did. I hate them but love them for it! They actually made my day! Love them to bits! Thereafter, followed Ilona home to shower because I was super wet and disgusting with everyone saliva on me! Lunch and all then head to the state library to study biology. Met Him and all his friends. Yes they made my day as well! All in all, it was a good day together with friends and family who wishes me through text and facebook. Overwhelmed with all the wishes!

After so long

Haven't been on blog for more than a month now. I just realized the last time I blog was the day before I met someone. I don't feel like blogging anymore with all my packed schedule and lots of errand to run but someone actually ask me to start blogging,again. Guess I'm doing someone a favor now.

So how was your weekend? I must say my weekend went super well as planned. Went out on both Saturday and Sunday to Suria. Watched a real good movie and had our late brunch at Pizza hut before I went home. Simple yet a memorable day I must admit. Then went to church with cousins and had western food for dinner. Couldn't express how delighted I was on that day. The next day,Sunday I woke up around 6 but was still feeling sleepy so I slept back and my brother woke me up about 10am. I guess I was just so exhausted to the level of maximum,I kinda overslept. Then went to the event at Asia City and met up with cousins. Everyone was feeling ravenous so we head all the way to Suria for lunch. After lunch we went to the education fair and roam around and finally head back to Asia City. An hour after that,we return back to Suria to hang out. Wanted to hang out in Upperstar but after something epic happened,we left the restaurant. My male cousin was kind of pissed so we head to The Glass instead. First time going there though. It was really a warm,welcoming and an appropriate place to chill as well as a romantic place to go on a date. Wanted to sit outside but the heat was so unbearable(although it was at night already) so we decided to hang inside the 'cage'. Had a good dinner although it was kinda pricey but for once in a while,it should be okay. Had a few drinks with my other 6 cousins and my brother. Everything went literally hilarious. We were hyperventilating in fact and laugh like we own the whole restaurant. I'm serious. The waitresses were friendly as well to get along with our laugh. All in all,it was really an 'adventure' night last night including what happened in Upperstar. Although I know it would be perfect if someone could tagged along but it doesn't matter,there's always a next time right?

I have so much things to say, to share but unfortunately this is just to public. But I must admit,I just love how everything just went spontaneously well last weekend. As well as what just happened last night. It all just happened like that. Please let the day pass by quickly, I don't care about school holidays, I just want Friday to come by quickly!

Stressful week

I'm tired. Mentally, physically exhausted. Lacking of sleeps these whole one week. Brain squeezing,twisting real hard to pour out all information. Body got exhausted yet still addicted to it. I'm not really sure what I'm doing now. Making up riddles?

Alright,I should stop. Its been a whole lot serious week this week. Finally able to loosen up and switch on my inactive laptop for so long. Test are finally over. Although I must said I was kind of disappointed. Really hope and wish I'll pass this time, still doubting though.Feeling partially healthy and unhealthy this week. Why? Because I've been drinking coffee daily since Monday just so to able myself to stay up late. Started working out intensely on Monday. YES FINALLY! The last time was before CNY break. Its normal right to eat and stuff in food uncontrollably during festive seasons especially when you have quite number of houses to attend.    So obviously the whole one week break,all I did was only light workout. Feeling much better and have more confident now. I have tuition tonight so will be doing some light exercise only.

I just realized how close my relationship with my aunt and cousins lately. Its like we have this special bond that no one could ever understand. Even through group whatsapp,and talking about crappy stuff or nonsense,we could make each other smile or laugh while reading the text. While typing this out,it makes me miss them more :'( plus everyone is in their separate way now; aunt currently outstation in Sandakan and will be back on Sunday,cousins in Labuan(working,she'll be back almost every weekend though), Kuching (Uni) and Penampang(lol,she's married now so its rare to meet her). Can't wait to meet them this Sunday!

Was watching a video my uncle uploaded. It was regarding my 16months old baby cousin dancing in 2004. I went all teary after watching it! Literally. Worth 1.34minutes watching it. She's primary 6 now. Time really flew so fast don't you think so? I used to babysit her from the moment she was still a baby till she was primary 3-4. I'll try to upload it in my blog if I can.She's really cute in the video omggg I miss the baby version of her! Can I cry about it?

Piano teacher just told me something unexpected just now! Not sure what to feel. Excited or what? Still looking forward though.  So might be going to town tomorrow with mum and siblings. Hopefully we'll be. I need to relax my mind for a bit and also to purchase some needed stuff (and spent my money till I'm broke then complain) Hah maybe not this time.

Long hectic days

I have been M.I.A for so long now.So busy with school stuff,CNY and all so I've randomly decided to blog today. Lame. So our 1 week of holidays (so called) has almost come to an end. Tomorrow is Sunday and next day,BOOM its back to school time already. I'm so unprepared for my upcoming test which falls next Wednesday and it makes me more stressful. Gonna try/force myself to cramped everything in within this few days. 

So yesterday my uncle just got discharged from the hospital after 2 weeks plus been admitted. His case was considered a critical one because he got his brain surgery and was in a coma for a few days but thank God that everything had run smoothly now. Hopefully my uncle will recover very soon. Amen.  Chemistry tuition resumed last night. Missed mum birthday dinner cause I decided to picked tuition over dinner. Well actually mum encouraged me to so....it was good actually. At least I got to learned something and polish my 

almost-imbecile self of me. Really need to start my intensive revision now. Right,Physic and Addmaths tuition  would probably start next week. I'm really excited actually. Can't wait to find out whose my other tuition buddy (well,there's only 2 of us so I'm really curious y'know).

I'm not quite sure what are the plans for today. I really need to motivate myself to start revising addmaths chapter 1 for my test. Damn,I'm really a good procrastinator lately. I think I really need a good slap for once to make me realize I have only 8 months to revise all 10 subjects! The odd thing is whenever I'm really motivated to start my revision,I'm always at the wrong place. Most of the time I'll be out or at my granddad's or  my village. See the irony? 

Tuition stuff

My face after tuition. Exhaustion .

At Jalan Kimanis. Otw to Tenom. I love the view.

Being a vain

Camwhore #1

Camwhore #2

Camwhore #3

Blanchie and I

Beautiful Brittany :)

  

Awkward smile.

Cravings #1

Drank coffee and had some biscuits to prevent me from feeling sleeping during tuition.

Cravings #2 pancake

Happy Saturday xx :)

Recommended

Honestly,I'm not really into Malaysian singers or listen to their music but I was recommended to watch this video and trust me,it is worth it. Didn't know she can sing so well she gave my goosebumps! Especially when she received her award,I actually shed tears you know. Very touching voice and performances indeed! Enjoy :]

Saturday xx

Happy Saturday everyone:) Was woken up by my parents quite early just now. Firstly it was my mum around 7.46am but my sis and I slept back. Then my dad came into my room around 8.20 and disturbed us quite a few times but we continued sleeping. Hah,was pretty exhausted actually so yeah. After a few minutes,he decided to play the guitar loudly and yeah,he managed to wake us up after all.So that was a short story of how I was waken up. They actually wake us up to bring us out for breakfast. Mum and I was craving for DimSum so we went to Royal China for it but unfortunately the restaurant was close so we went to Fooh Ping in Hiltop.It's also one of the best place if you are looking for one besides Royal China. So I'm aware that I haven't been on blog for a week plus now due to school and all.  I'm just going to update about my days during this whole one week.

School was so far so good. My studies are pretty good as well. I decided to take Literature as my additional subject for SPM and my other 4 close friends are dropping it and I heard those who are taking Literature in my class and whose taking PA from the other class will be put in one class starting next week. If this is going to happen,then it would be my second time moving class since last year. Early last year,I was in the first class because I obtained straight A's then I changed to 4SLIE because I took literature. And this year,those literature student will move into the same class with those who are taking accounts. Feel so unwanted man.

Moving on,last Wednesday,we had our Annual Jet House(Red Team) meeting to elect the new Captain and other AJKs'. I wasn't expecting anything cause I was the Vice Captain of Jet house and this year,I really dont want any responsibility for Jet House but guess what? I was voted to be the Captain by my friends and juniors. Wasn't expecting though plus I really do not know how to conduct the whole meeting which turned out to be very awkward moment. Didn't know what to say or do at all and i was expected to use the freaking loudspeaker to speak! It was literally the most embarrassing moment ever but after a while,it was okay and I'm quite use to it already. But honestly speaking,it was kind of sad to see those juniors who didn't make the effort to be really enthusiastic or supportive for their own team. Supposedly the captain and her/his team should be ONE TEAM to make it really happen but all in all,it was good though.

Have I mentioned about my teacher asking me to jump my piano grades from 3 to 5? Yeah,I think I didn't and yes,my teacher decided to jumped me from Grade 3 to 5 which the exam would probably be in May if I'm not mistaken. I mean I'm okay with it cause I love challenges but after all,this is my SPM year as well. I don't think I can cope with it. I don't know actually,hopefully God will give me the strength and ability to cope with it.

This whole week I had gone through 3 days of intense workout and 2 light workout. I don't usually workout on weekends but for a change,I'll do 2 days of light workout,which is no harm right? Been eating and craving for sweet food snacks and junk food. Hopefully my menstrual cycle will come as soon as possible! My whole body been aching lately and eating quite a lot ain't helping at all.

My chemistry tuition with my class teacher resumed last night. 2 months break since last November. Surprisingly it was fun last night. Finally able to understand Form 5 chapter 1. So delighted I can fly. Chelsea and Yana joined last night so it was pretty fun and I wasn't feeling sleepy at all! Yayy.

Yeah,I know this is kind of a long post. I know I bore you guys already. So I think I better now. Will probably head to Suria and Wisma later. Desperately in need of going shopping while my parents go and check out some phones.

The parental :)

Hello!

Chloe, sis and I

Elle Joy!