Stressful week

I'm tired. Mentally, physically exhausted. Lacking of sleeps these whole one week. Brain squeezing,twisting real hard to pour out all information. Body got exhausted yet still addicted to it. I'm not really sure what I'm doing now. Making up riddles?

Alright,I should stop. Its been a whole lot serious week this week. Finally able to loosen up and switch on my inactive laptop for so long. Test are finally over. Although I must said I was kind of disappointed. Really hope and wish I'll pass this time, still doubting though.Feeling partially healthy and unhealthy this week. Why? Because I've been drinking coffee daily since Monday just so to able myself to stay up late. Started working out intensely on Monday. YES FINALLY! The last time was before CNY break. Its normal right to eat and stuff in food uncontrollably during festive seasons especially when you have quite number of houses to attend.    So obviously the whole one week break,all I did was only light workout. Feeling much better and have more confident now. I have tuition tonight so will be doing some light exercise only.

I just realized how close my relationship with my aunt and cousins lately. Its like we have this special bond that no one could ever understand. Even through group whatsapp,and talking about crappy stuff or nonsense,we could make each other smile or laugh while reading the text. While typing this out,it makes me miss them more :'( plus everyone is in their separate way now; aunt currently outstation in Sandakan and will be back on Sunday,cousins in Labuan(working,she'll be back almost every weekend though), Kuching (Uni) and Penampang(lol,she's married now so its rare to meet her). Can't wait to meet them this Sunday!

Was watching a video my uncle uploaded. It was regarding my 16months old baby cousin dancing in 2004. I went all teary after watching it! Literally. Worth 1.34minutes watching it. She's primary 6 now. Time really flew so fast don't you think so? I used to babysit her from the moment she was still a baby till she was primary 3-4. I'll try to upload it in my blog if I can.She's really cute in the video omggg I miss the baby version of her! Can I cry about it?

Piano teacher just told me something unexpected just now! Not sure what to feel. Excited or what? Still looking forward though.  So might be going to town tomorrow with mum and siblings. Hopefully we'll be. I need to relax my mind for a bit and also to purchase some needed stuff (and spent my money till I'm broke then complain) Hah maybe not this time.

Long hectic days

I have been M.I.A for so long now.So busy with school stuff,CNY and all so I've randomly decided to blog today. Lame. So our 1 week of holidays (so called) has almost come to an end. Tomorrow is Sunday and next day,BOOM its back to school time already. I'm so unprepared for my upcoming test which falls next Wednesday and it makes me more stressful. Gonna try/force myself to cramped everything in within this few days. 

So yesterday my uncle just got discharged from the hospital after 2 weeks plus been admitted. His case was considered a critical one because he got his brain surgery and was in a coma for a few days but thank God that everything had run smoothly now. Hopefully my uncle will recover very soon. Amen.  Chemistry tuition resumed last night. Missed mum birthday dinner cause I decided to picked tuition over dinner. Well actually mum encouraged me to so....it was good actually. At least I got to learned something and polish my 

almost-imbecile self of me. Really need to start my intensive revision now. Right,Physic and Addmaths tuition  would probably start next week. I'm really excited actually. Can't wait to find out whose my other tuition buddy (well,there's only 2 of us so I'm really curious y'know).

I'm not quite sure what are the plans for today. I really need to motivate myself to start revising addmaths chapter 1 for my test. Damn,I'm really a good procrastinator lately. I think I really need a good slap for once to make me realize I have only 8 months to revise all 10 subjects! The odd thing is whenever I'm really motivated to start my revision,I'm always at the wrong place. Most of the time I'll be out or at my granddad's or  my village. See the irony?