What should I update about? Exams?
Delighted to announce exams are over! Finally after 3 weeks of lack of sleeping and cramping knowledge into my fragile brain. Not to say I'm really happy and excited about it. There's no point being it cause obviously the real exam that determines my future and life is just around the corner. Not to add my Mid Term exam result to deal with. I admit I did not do well in it because I did not get to cover all the chapters from Form 4 so that explains. So disappointed with myself but there's no use crying over spilled milk right? Another examination to sit before the real exam itself which is trial exam probably around September? Hopefully this time I'll do well. Wait no,I'm ought to do better and get real good grades because that's the freaking last examination before SPM! Oh Lord, bless my soul.
Studies?
Everything is doing well I guess? Yes I'm doubting it myself. So many catch up to do therefore starting tomorrow,I'll be starting to do an intense studying according to the new schedule I just made. No,I wont procrastinate this time. I promised myself. Looking forward to it somehow! Everything will be cut down starting tomorrow as well. No using phone until after 9pm. No twitter for a week. No television (its not like I'm watching tv anymore nowadays,I'm not even kidding) and NO MORE PROCRASTINATE. Hopefully everything will going on smoothly with the help of God.
SOMEONE JUST TURNED 17 RECENTLY! Oh yes that's me. I know this is so..lame? Nothing much though. Wasn't so excited or anything. Probably it was because my birthday falls during exam season so that kind of influenced it. But seriously, wasn't looking forward to it as I did last year. I get it. I don't want to grow older and face the future. I really don't. I'm scared of how the outside world is going to be,with family and friends furthering apart from you, meeting new friends and adapt to the new situation and life. Its just horrifying. However, my birthday this year was slightly different. My close friends actually surprised me by wetting me unexpectedly! Seriously wasn't expecting it to happen but yes it did. I hate them but love them for it! They actually made my day! Love them to bits! Thereafter, followed Ilona home to shower because I was super wet and disgusting with everyone saliva on me! Lunch and all then head to the state library to study biology. Met Him and all his friends. Yes they made my day as well! All in all, it was a good day together with friends and family who wishes me through text and facebook. Overwhelmed with all the wishes!
