Back from hiatus.

Hello there. Pardon me for being on hiatus for a very long period. I kind of miss blogging already. This internet connection in my house is literally pissing me off! It has been 2 weeks or so since I last blog. Anyway,its Friday today- TGIF! Apparently,today is also the last day of school before the CNY break. Yet, I havent got anything to wear for CNY eve, the first and second day. Went for Cny shopping last wed but unfortunately I didnt find anything appropriate.
Its 20th today. Time flew literally fast! It has been exactly a month already since he passed. Im pretty sure his family,relatives,gf,bff and his acquaintance is taking this pretty tough. obviously,duhh. But I never failed to pray every night for his parents,brothers,relatives,gf,bff and his acquaintance that they will be strong always, accept the fact, move on but keeps all the memories froever,and be happy because He doesn't want this to happen either. It is almost the 40th day already.. hmmm.
Alot of things has been going on pretty unexpected lately. As my uncle(dad's eldest bro) is in the hospital. It never occured me that he is suffering for some disease. I thought it was a slight illness as he look very fine last year. I just knew 2 weeks ago that he has cancer. I was gobsmacked when I heard the news.He had his chemoteraphy last two weeks and his body is still on drugs therefre he has a difficulties in remembering stuff and would also speak whatever is on his mind. He once told me something when I accompanied him with my aunt. I was gobsmacked as well. He was saying " The cemetary. The coffin is pretty expensive. It costs rm1500 and its original' i was in tears when I heard him said that. He didnt realize what he was talking about. Even every night I pray to God that my uncle will be strong aslways to face this test. He is strong enough to fight his disease. Although i know it hurts a lot.
Move on to my life,Life has been doing great yet complicated. Studies have been doing great as well.  I guess I could cope with it although I have no tuition yet .Addmaths,bio and maths is okay. But as for physic and chemis,itsd rather complicated. I even have pimples already due on this stresses. First test will be around the corner. After CNY if im not mistaken.
After all, I am worried about myself now. I've been having a disorder sleep as in,I would fell asleep sometimes in the afternoon or evening and never failed to sleep for less than 3 hours. Is it probably because I am stress or something. Let alone starting training after the CNY hols,probably gonna sleep the whole evening/night! ohhh lawd. I do not know how can I manage my entertaiment life for now. Plus, Grade 3 piano exam is in May! I might probably going to climb Mt Kinabalu this May *crossedfingers*
Anyway,I cant wait for CNY. Obviously because I need Money so badly now. I have 20 bucks only in my purse. How pathetic is that? Luckily,my mum's side is mostly chinese so i might as well as for more ANG POW! Hahah.