I am back

Too much camwhorring am I?

Hello there. I just thought maybe it has been a while since I last posted  a decent post. I've been really busy  before this you know. Let alone not having an Internet connection for the last 8 months,after all  I have mentioned before this. Anyway,good new for me is that the internet connection is finally connected after what,more than half a year now?  Frankly speaking,it feels really odd to have internet at home since all this while,I'm quite use to come home from school to either study or watching tv. So guess what,time has been flying like literally fast! In just a blink of eyes,September is on this coming Saturday. I just couldn't believe I will be a form 5 student or more fondly a senior in 4 months ahead. I am growing up way too fast and I'm mixed feeling about it. So school just reopen this week. Studies being doing pretty okay and just a reminder,our finals will be in 2-3weeks time. Really hope I could ace it otherwise my parents would have a second thoughts of allowing me to attend the installation night held in early October. I have too many events in October until I had to turned down the exchange programme to Korea. It is really saddening me but what am I suppose to do? Confirmation camp is in between the trip and I don't think I would want to repeat confirmation class once again right? Well,I'm dropping the subject because it breaks my heart thinking about it. So this Friday will be a public holiday as we Malaysian will be celebrating National Day. Besides,Brittany will be celebrating her 18th birthday on that day itself. But I would be late because I will have to attend my chemistry tuition before I head to her party. So technically I would miss the fun and party for a few hours. And the next day,there will be 3 weddings to attend but still thinking whether I should go or not. Or perhaps it will also be depending whether I would be hangover from the party the night before. You know its normal to drink whenever there's a celebration or something. Or is it just me?