Indescribable feeling

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Retarded mouth?

I'm not aware of the feeling I'm having right now. I can't even describe it! It's killing me internally. This is insane,I am insane! This feeling is swallowing me bit by bit I am going to have a breakdown pretty soon. This definitely is so not me but. I have to stop this. I need to stop this. It hurts so bad not knowing what are you feeling and here I am,having high hope. Hah,I feel so stupid man. I gotta stop talking nonsense immediately!

Hello hello it's Saturday today. Plans for today was drop little cousin to her badminton practice then head to breakfast,pick her and off to Suria/Wisma.So anyway, I was forced to wake up at 8am by my mum! The fact that I slept late the night before because we went to grandpa's for some bonding time as usual. Went there after tuition and bang! 2 large boxes and 1 regular box of pizza on the dining table! Ate 2 pieces while talking with the families.  I love how we could gather around and talk about everything without any of us got distracted by any communication technology. As all of us are aware that nowadays many family doesn't communicate with each other anymore or maybe lack of communication with their family as they were busy with their phones,Ipad,laptop and you name it. After a while,we went to the living room to watch a movie. Forgot the tittle but it was really hilarious we laugh a lot like crazy! So long story short,it was a great night,really. So back to the story, went to this shop,I forgot what's the name, for breakfast. I don't really feel like eating so mum ordered 2 set of 'Sou Mai' and guess what? I only ate 2 'Sou Mai'. My appetite is literally driving me nuts! I really can fall sick for not eating healthily if this goes on. I love all the conversation I had with my mum and aunt during breakfast. I'm so lazy to write out about it. Picked my cousin after that and headed to Suria. I'm starting to lose interest on ranting so I'll make it as short as possible. Went round the mall for hours then met few people I know. Wasn't feeling well just now so I skipped lunch again and the worst part was,I DON'T FREAKING FELL HUNGRY AT ALL! The smell of food at the basement supposed to make me salivate but I felt nausea instead. Stupid appetite.

Something really funny happened just now I want to laugh so hard but I'm not going to mention it here.Something to do with mum's colleague's son that happen to be my friend too.I had something light for dinner just now. At least I have something in my stomach rather than nothing. 

I guess that is all about my day. Gotta stop ranting before I write about how I feel right now.