Exactly 3 years ago at this exact day,my lovely and beloved grandma left us peacefully to be with God. 3 years felt like nothing. Went to the cemetery with the whole family to visit grandma's grave during All Souls and during the anniversary. Did all the cleaning,light up the candle,gave her flowers and offer her prayers. I was staring and the picture and dates and I was shocked to see the year she left us. Didn't realize time passed pretty fast without realizing. She left in 2009 when I was still in Form 1 and now I'm about the enter Form 5. It's not the thought of entering form 5 sadden me but the thought that grandma left us sadden me. I miss talking and hugging her so much. I miss her cooking,I can assure you, she's the best cook I have ever met! I literally miss everything about her. But the funny part is,I did not shed any tears or feel sad on her anniversary day at all,when I think should,I suppose so? Or should I be happy because she won't have to suffer with her sickness anymore? One way or another,I am very grateful to have given the opportunity to meet her and to be taken care by her ever since I was born,to taste her cooking, to be taught how to be good and kind person, to be one of the grandchildren in this great and loving family,to be born having a chinese blood in me and the list goes on. The last time I cried thinking about her was in June and that was long ago I suppose. I just hope that one of these days,I able to dream about her,to remember her voice,personalities,looks and everything. But one thing I love and appreciate the most is Grandma's death brought our family closer than what we had before. Every moment we spend was precious enough to be cherished forever,even with the physical present of Grandma but we know she is present in our heart forever <3
" Happy 3rd anniversary grandma. We love and misses you always. Look after us and bless us all from heaven okay grandma? Thank you for the unconditional love and care you have poured out to every one of us. Rest In Peace grandma ;) "
p/s: Did not bring my camera along so there's not quite a number of picture taken.
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