Everything changed.Blossomed.

I didn't see it coming. The thought about having 'this' feeling never encountered me before. Never. At all. But you changed everything a month ago. Yes,one hell of a month I had this feeling,damn it. Can I just say it straight to the point? What if its obvious or what if this will jeopardise the whole thing? No,I do not want or wish it to ever happen. During the last 30/31 days,I tried giving up but my attempt failed all the time. When I tried,there's always one fact about you that made me give in. The hell was I thinking man? The more I wish to forget about it,the more it haunt me. It's so annoying and pissing me off I just want to go on the Mount Kinabalu and scream my lungs out. Well not literally though,I was just being exaggerating anyway. At this very point,I literally do not know what to do and feel about it. I just wish that in a blink of eyes,I could let it go and forget about it but at the same time,I'm scared if you would have the same thing about what I felt if I already forgotten about it. Maybe I should just go with the flaw and awaits what the future holds?