1st Anniversary

A year has passed in just a blinked of an eye since he went back to the "Father". Like literally,it felt like just yesterday I just met him. In just a year time,a lot of things has changed especially me,in a good way though,the way I think,act,accept things/changes and the list goes on. I acknowledge the fact that I'm still trying to accept and still wondering why of all the bad people,He was chosen? And deep down inside,I'm still hoping and wishing we could turn back the time and wish that the accident didn't happen-although its impossible obviously- but i know we had to move on. It's not that I'm still grieving or whatsoever,I'm just wishing though. So this year would be the 2nd Christmas without him(otherwise it would be the third by then) nothing has change with or without him. It's just that no one's gonna tease me anymore on Christmas just like he did when I first met him. I'm not gonna tell anything details here because it's too public. If only I have a friend to talk to about this but well.

'A life so young released to heaven , left on Earth we wonder why, But some are sent among us briefly 'Some have Spirits meant to fly'

' If tears could build a staircase up to heaven, I'd come up there and bring you right back down here'

' The price to pay for having someone special touch your life is the sadness you feel when they're gone.Even though it cost me tears the memories were a bargain'

' A smile can hide the tears, a laugh can hide the pain, but nothing stops the longing to have you back again'  

p/s: Found some quotes from the internet.