Too long

Hello hello good morning there! Woke up pretty early just to watch one movie on the television. Although I’m still tired and sleepy due to sleeping late last night just to re-watch Dear John-which I tend to watch over 5 times already-but never fails  to make me shed tears every time I watch. This obviously explains how fragile and sensitive my heart is. Been watching couples of romance movie lately and sometimes I just wish I could experience it again, but ... it’s okay though. Moving on, I managed to skipped dinner last night because I don’t really feel like eating and yes Granddad came over around 9 to sent some durian from our tree in Papar. Thought I could eat it today but mum insisted to eat it last night with her. Was not in the mood though because it’s already past time, taken my supplements  and I’ve already brushed my teeth. But I couldn’t resist it because it’s the ‘Milky’ durian which is my favorite but not to forget, ’Dahit’ are my favorite too! So that’s mean I had to brush my teeth again for the second time. So anyway, I was wondering why was everyone craving for it so badly which you could easily get it but I guess I was too ‘used’ with Miri’s price where they sell cheap durian everywhere you go. Like literally everywhere you go and it is damn cheap compare to here! I clearly remembered how my aunt bought 9 durian for only RM50 but here you could only get like 2-3 durian for Rm50. Just recently, my cousin told me the price of the durian went literally down due to the durian season and you could at least purchase 5 durian for only RM10?! I’m pretty sure they prices here are still expensive but lucky enough we actually own our own tree which we could just get them for free. Even my dog, Snowy loves eating durian! I’m just too lazy to take my camera and capture how my dog ate it.  But after all, I had to suffer smelly fingers,stomach ache and bad-durian-breath while I sleep, which is a bad thing.  So luckily, I decided to cut my fingernails short on Sunday for the first time since I last cut, and that was somewhere in October(I actually dislike keeping long nails but for a change, I would love to grow it longer and paint it red) because I felt really disgusting and dirty. If only I didn’t, there will definitely be some durians stuck in between my nails and that’s just making the smell worse and makes me feel really disgusting.

 Enough about durian-talk for now. Okay what day is today again? Man, I really had to check the calendar to even acknowledge what day it is today. Lol so much for a forgetful person. My goodness,I even just remembered something my aunt told me during the reception last Saturday. She requested me to choreograph a dance or two(because she love seeing me dancing and also my steps, which I hardly could believe but thanks) for his son’s wedding next year on the 26 January if I’m not mistaken. I don’t really mind actually but I just thought it was a little last minute already and I’m kind of out of idea right now. But will see though. If my cousin is lucky enough, which meant I’ll be dancing during his wedding because I had to sacrifice time and maybe carve some ideas out of my head. The wedding is in less than 2 months time and my little cousin is pretty busy with her training( 6 or 8 hours per day) for her upcoming competition in KL and I will be there as well for almost a week. Which meant I am really running out of time to practice. What was I thinking man?! I mean I’m like so free today until next Monday, so why don’t I use these free times to maybe choreograph something? Lol silly me! But p/s again, it is all depend though whether my cousins and I are really going to perform, or not. What I’m really going to do now is, search for some songs and maybe check on some dance on youtube to find some ideas. I never thought that I could say this again, but I actually miss dancing and creating dance as well. Super excited to be precise! It’s just that through dancing, I feel very happy and peace as well stress-free because it takes my mind off things for a while and all I gotta to find this is just by dancing. Haha okay I think I get to mushy-mushy and corny already. I just realized I just type out a very long post. Please bare with me while reading it okay? I apologized if it bores you. 

Got to go right now. If I'm not being a lazy ass later,I'll try update later alright?