Invisible?

Hello hello! Pardon me for being neglecting my blog for like forever already. Man,I literally miss blogging  cause I was too busy with all the stuff that is happening last week so that explains why I was MIA for a bit.
So basically,Im just gonna tell about my boring life. Studies? Been pretty busy with studies now. Midterm exam is in early May so technically its just around the corner.I have like less than a month and half to study.I'm very scared and anxious cause I dont want to fail any subjects and perhaps,to get top 5 in class.This is so stressful. Some more with my cousins who obtained good result! I can feel the pressure and jealousy already. Im envied. Literally. My cousin,Brittany,obtained 9A's 1B. Im not quite sure what are her exact results but still,9A's man! Its like SPM subjects are super tough! I wanna compete with her. How I wish I could get straight A's once more! I know I can do it if I'm back to my dull-geek-boring life like last year and stop procrastinate and slacking. Somehow,I kind of enjoy Addmaths and Physic( are one of my least favourite subject)although both are quite a tough subject which leads me to stress-ness all the time. Like just now,teacher gave us a list of homework to do for physic and I actually done all of it in less than an hour! Im so proud cause I manage to do it in such duration. So basically,I know how to find acceleration and understand more about chapter 2 already. *happy* Do you know I'll have tons of pimple when I studies a lot and harder? Yes,my pimples is being a bitch to me. It is getting worse than ever day by day. I drank litres of water everyday,taking  my vitamin supplement daily;day and night,applying cleanser,toner and moisturiser every day and night. Oh dear,Im probably just stressed up with studies and all.Even my schedule are quite packed now with my studies,dancing,piano exam and class,staying back for the IU day stuff, attending events for the interactors and a lot more! To tell the truth,it has been a while since I last went out to the mall and all. This is so pathetic and a very dull life I have here. But whatever,im quite used to it already la since my friends are calling me a nerd and having a boring life. hahaha.
So last week,during the school holidays, I was suppose to spend 4days in KL with my aunt and cousin. Long story short, we had to buy 3 emergency tickets the next day just so to get back to KK as we received a news from my aunt that my uncle has passed. It was literally a shocking and unexpected news. I was so speechless when my aunt woke my cousin and I at 7.21am to inform us the news. He died at 7am. It was utterly an unexpected news. On the day we flew to KL,my late uncle's fam,siblings,in laws and nephews and nieces    went to visit him in the hospital. He wanted to meet everyone of us. Although he cant speak,but he gave us the sign that he wants to meet us all. So we went. I cried a lot. Because I hesitated to fly to KL after seeing his condition. Then my aunt(who is going to KL with me) told my uncle to wait for us to come back from KL. He didnt want us to leave. I cried more.But in the end,he approved of us going.I knew he's going to pass anytime as the doctor told us but we didnt expect it was that fast. So as we reached KK from kl,and it was already 8plus pm,we directly went to my late uncle's house. A lot of people were there already. But we didnt care. As the car stop,we ran into the house,saw the coffin and everyone looking at us,some saying 'they just got back from KL'.Heard my aunt crying some more so I started crying like rshit already. It was embarrassing as everyone was looking at us. But we didnt care.We cried even more and Louder. Then my mum comfort and chilled us down. So everything went okay an hour after that. The story is longer actually,but Im a sloth so I just summarized it then.
So I guess it is up till here then. I'll be leaving soon to my nearby kampung.