Hiatus

Its has been a while since I last ss-ing. So here it goes.

Took a sabbatical huh? Not.Okay,obviously,it has been a while since I last blog. I have been pretty busy with everything; school,studies,IU day preparation,dancing,grandpa's video,clothes hunting for the dance,well,literally everything. I cant even find a time to exercise already,to watch tv,to go out with friends and a lot more stuff. Some more with the upcoming mid term exam and my piano exam which is less than a month now. Gawd. I'm hoping for 5A,3B and 2C for that exam and a distinction(A) for my Piano exam.Look how screwed up I am cause piano exam is during the midterm exam as well. I'm not sure whats the date yet. So regarding our IU day preparation, it is 80% done already and I am pretty happy and excited already! Another ticket to sell and I've finally sold out all the tickets already.

So anyways,holy week(holy Thursday,Good Friday,Ester Virgil and Ester Sunday) will be starting tomorrow. I know I have sinned a lot during this whole 40 days. But I had ask for forgiveness,I repent and included God to forgive all my sins into my prayer daily. So I'll try to sacrifice not going online and not curse a lot during this 4 days. Oh God,please guide me in this.Amen.

Oh sheez,my face condition. Its just so unpredictable and unbearable. Some more with my exam coming up. Definitely will have more pimples on me in which I had to deal with the stressness. man. How I wish  i could lose more weight by being stress up and all. Now I have a lot more subjects to catch up just so I could reach my target. Especially my history. I'm not really good at facts actually. So I am totally gonna screw up my paper.At least getting a C is good enough already. Bio is fine but still,I need to study harder in order to get an A. Physic? Well surprisingly I kind of like that subject already so I am targeting A for that if that is possible. Chemistry? I doubt that. At least C+ is enough. Addmaths? Okay that,I cant tell. But getting C+ is quite enough already. Guess what,my maths teacher said if we don't score 70% and above,we are going to get a punishment for that. If I am not mistaken,we were ask to study from outside the class. Means,during maths class,those who scored 70% below will have to sit outside the class. Goodness me,seriously I dont want to embarrass myself in front of everyone. Therefore,lots of exercises that is needed to be done. Just ranting about my studies itself literally makes me pressured up.

Oh I just recalled,Sabby said she misses the old me. That girl that will go all crazy with her stories, her ridiculous laugh and wittiness back then. She said I have changed into a nerdy girl with a boring life. Haha perhaps its true. I just felt like nowadays,I don't feel like talking and laughing a lot already. I 'm not sure why is that so. But of course there must be a reason behind it right? All I felt like doing is studying,studying,studying and studying. Don't you think I have a boring and anti socialize life here?

Tasha and I during Sharlina's sweet-16 <3