Wishes-To-be-Granted

I have been thinking lately. Well actually it has been quite a while now but I don't know whether I could achieve what I have been wishing for. That is to compose my own song. I thought it was just a simple thought but I thought wrong. I wanted to compose a song so badly. With my own created lyric. Yes,I have thought what the lyric and the title of the song would be but I just couldn't find a time to compose one. Or perhaps I'm just paranoid what if the song I composed would be suck and all. I don't know why but I am always a paranoid bitch. Worried about what people would think. I shall change the why I think and always be positive, optimistic and pessimistic.Yes indeed I must. I must have confidence in myself. What more a person could expect if they can't have confidence in themselves right?

Anyways,dropping the subject. Speaking of wishes,I have also been thinking and wanting to write my own novel.So badly,precisely! I tried writing once, back then but I think the exercise book that I wrote in has gone missing years back. Probably I would try author my own book during my free time,school holidays and even during the weekends. Why not right? It would be fun and would kill my boredom as well. Probably I could write about life-related with. Whatever that came across my mind and inspires me. Speaking of this making me even excited and eager to write it right at this moment but unfortunately I am pretty busy and had lots of homework to do so I guess during the weekends and the upcoming holiday then?

I have so much that came to mind but I'll stop here for best because I do not want to bore my readers by reading my bullshits here.