Emerges back

How's life been treating everyone now? So now I am back to my so-called normal life already since no more skipping class for choir practice and staying back for choir practice,no more crazy and hectic life anymore. It has all back to square one. I miss my classmates! Especially them Sabrina,Rosemary,Mei Ching and Leann. I miss laughing so hard,being crazy,jokes around,talk,studying,sitting next to Sabrina,being bullied by her as well and being the most annoying nuisance ever to them!But now that life has been back to normal, I am delighted enough to deal with it So what exactly life been treating me lately? First I would like to talk about social life. I have so many events to go but somehow,I have a hard time dealing with my parents. Part of it are 7K,Seri Mengasih trip,La salle's Charity bazaar and konsert,Pamela's 16th Birthday and another event I couldn't remember. This is just part of it. But definitely I'm not going to 7K this year for some reason. I know,its so sad and I even sold my T-shirt to my brother!Seri Mengasih is a 'MUST' to go since its one of the interact outings. La Salle's Charity and konsert? My friends and I are still considering whether to go or not because its a little awkward somehow. Pam's birthday? Definitely going! I have been going out less lately because I really don't hve the mood to go out. Literally. Now that I am broke some more! I must have a self-control especially in using money in order to not have a financial problem of my own. What about my studies? Since I have been skipping class since the school reopens that was 3 weeks ago? I have been left out a lot especially my chemistry. But I'm trying to catch up studies already. Addmaths? Unexpected,I am loving addmaths subject lately. I'll be all focus and enthusiastic when aswering question. The other subjects treats my good as well just that I have to put more effort in studies just so to get a better results for my next setara which will be in next month if I'm not mistaken. I really hope I will not fail any like my previous semester. Next chapter would be my love life. Haha it sound funny to me to talk about it. Straight to the point,I am oviously single and forever alone. I am just loving my life this way. Free and peaceful. Not much being controlled and all. But I just did not know when did this happens but I kind of have a crush on someone unexpected. Like literally unexpected. I thought it was nothing and normal but after how many months have past since IU day,I actually realized I've been thinking about him quite often but not lately. If you get what I meant. I embarrassed myself recently and so Im not gonna do that anymore. So technically,I'm trying to avoid him for some reasons. Its so embarrassing to talk about it on blog actaully. But yeah.Whatever it is,i'm not gonna talk about it.