Vain?

Don't everyone around my surrounding realize how fat I am nowadays? Seriously,I have been eating less and exercise lately because I am just fat. It is so annoying how some people could eat a lot like nobody's business yet they wont even grow a pound or so! I know it is normal but I have this envy feeling towards them. Normal people are ought to eat 3 balance meal per day in order to be healthy. But guess what? I had to eat 2 balanced meal and 1 salad meal everyday in order to maintain my body. Besides,exercise makes me feel more confident and comfortable to be myself. I mean if I skipped exercise even for a day,I'll always felt as if I am as fat as an obese people.I mean no offense but that's the fact about me.

These are my schedule of eating:

• Breakfast: cereal or  protein shake(not Herbalife)
• Recess: Bun,fruits,Jacob's biscuit or Fried rice/noddle(very rare)
• Lunch: Free to eat anything
• High-tea: Cups of Sabah Tea
• Dinner: Salad,oat,protein shake,mum's cooking but without rice or don't eat at all
• DRINK LOTS OF WATER!

Don't I just sound sick? But I'm quite use to it already so I don't care much. But I really wish I could drive at this age just so I could drive to Taman Perdana or Rimba to jog every evening! Omygosh,I would definitely be the happiest person ever if I could do so. It will be loads of fun rather than doing it at home with my exercise bike. But my family and close friends are just so cute I feels like biting them! Everytime I complained how fat I am after eating,all of them will be like "Ba,you don't have to eat la next time if you kept on complaining!" HAHA that is what my mum will always said whenever I complain. Sometimes, my friend Rosemary will pinch me whenever I complained as well. She will be like "Ai Danielle! You are not even fat. You are chubby and cute blablablab" something like that. Gawd,I feel like biting them man! 

Look how fat I am. Dont bother my cousin.

Here some more. I'm such a fat ass.