When love brings courage to life♥: Royal Ambassador Youth(RAY) Camp

Hello there readers,I apologised for taking too long to update about my camp as I was on hiatus. So basically,I'll just sumarize my post cause it'll take forever for me to tell everything out. Haha okay I was just exaggerating anyway.
So last month,8th-10th June 2012,I attented a Church Youth Camp that was held during the school break. I was mixed feeling since it was my first time going to RAY Camp,so I was pretty afraid it would be all awkward and so. But nothing feels more better than going to a camp with your closest cousin.So I was put in a same room as Blanchie and Leinza. On the day of departing itself,I woke up pretty early cause I was in need of washing my oily hair and continue packing my stuff like toiletries and shoes. Although I woke up pretty early,I was still rushing like mad I skipped breakfast. Didn't have the appetite after all. So Blanchie picked me up from home cause again,I don't want it to be awkward reaching there and sitting alone. As we reached Sacred Heart parish hall,half of the participants were there already. So we went to sit with Phobe. After T-shirt was distriuted,we waited for Leinza and the buses to come. Fortunately,I'm in the same group as Phobe,Leticia and Shataryna. When the bus came,my cousin and I wanted to be in a same bus as Phobe them all and also in the new rand with air-conditioner bus. But well,Jay saw us so he came to ask me personally to go in a bus with them a Salle boys. Was hesitated to join them at first cause there would only e 5 girls in a bus(?) and the rest are guys. But then,I came to my senses and think it was stupid the feel that cause I'm pretty close with them Jay also so whats the problem right? The funniest part was Jay begged us to go in a bus with them and the whole guys in the bus was looking towards me with their pity looks like wtf man. Since they begged,so we went then rather than playing hard right. Haha what a funny situation! The whole road trip was fun,awesome,hilarious and crazy! After few hours of travelling,we finally reached Bundu Tuhan Retreat Centre. The breeze wasn't that cold anyway.
So we went to our room and unpacked some of our stuff. Was so starving like literally so we went down to the dining room but lunch wasn't serve yet. So we went camwhorring outside.After lunch,we had our Opening. It was fun. Especially the Ice Breaking part. I could hardly remember what happened next so I wont talk in sequence. Then sesions after sessions. So long story short,on the last day,we had our last session;The pray Over. I love that session so much.Uncle Tony or what he prefers to be called as Brother Tony,was there as well. He told us lots of inspring story about peoples lifes.Then during the pray over,I cried silently.Everyone cried actually. Jay was sitting next to me that day and he saw me crying like literally crying.Okay,it was embarrasing. He laughed and patted my back. Ngaw,best buddy! This pray over thing is actually an individual one on one prayer so I went to Emmanual and Kenneth for the Pray-Over. When I told him my what I wanted to pray for and my problem,I shed tears. Then he said "Now,I'm going to invite the Holy Spirit with us so please put your hands this way because I'm going to hold them.If you feel like falling,don't worry. Just fall because Kenneth will help to guard you from behind okay?" Something about his words overwhemled me so I cried. Then,when we were about to make a sign of cross,I was feeling a little bit light and weak and without realising it,I fell.So when the Holy Spirit speaks,I cried uncontrolly and loud.I cant explain how hard I cried except to those who saw me.I was thinking and crying over my problems that I had(cant mentioned them out),my family and more that I cant tell in public. I was lying on the floor while crying for about 15minutes or so? It was long but I felt relief and more peaceful after that because I cried my heart out and let out everything I have been holding on for so long. Seriously,I was feeling so peace and very happy after that. After crying and all,we had Praise and Worship for the last time. I think I was the happiest person alive that time cause I sing,dance,laugh,smile! Every participant really did enjoy themselves. Them La Salle and Maktab friends of mine and including us went all crazy,hyper and enthusiastic! Literally,I miss every single moment we had during the camp.I'm pretty sure the others too are missing camp now. Then it was time to go back. Blanchie,Jason,Beckember,Leticia and Shata were at the same bus.While Leinza,Phobe,her friends and I were at the same bus as them La Salle guys. The road ride was crazy as well! But few minutes after leaving the Retreat Centre,we all slept cause we were extremely exhausted and was lacking of sleep.But for only few minutes because of our lousy bus! We were riding a very old and lamest bus ever! And the bus driver was a freaking old man! Every one of us in the bus was pretty scared and worried of our safety because we had 3 problems in 1. Which are a very old and lamest bus ever,an old bus driver and also a very extremely heavy rain throughout the journey! But fortunately,we reached KK safely and alive. Thank God. So anyway,the bus situation were crazy and funny. We laughed,teased,joked and sing as well. Then stop by Mc Donald which them boys said "Ni la camp paling awesome and seok sebab dapat beli McD" but I didn't buy cause,um I was somewhat on my diet. So yeah. So what made my day throughout the camp as well was when you have a little something for this someone and that person is actually there with you,you went all crazy and enthusiastic without realising it(that was what my friend said)But Im not going to elaborate much about it obviously.
p/s:I apologized to my readers because I cant tell the whole trip in details because it will be very long and guess it will bore you people out. Here are some pictures that were taken but not that many of them cause I rarely brings my camera along with me unless I had the mood to.