Done

I'm done. I'm exhausted. I got to stop.

I have seen this coming though but I kept putting high hopes over it. I warned myself before but I guess I was blinded. I'm not those type of person who gives up easily but this time,I just have to. It can feel this distance,the lack of interest and how you actually reacts convinced me to just " give up ". Since day one,I had this strong instinct telling me this would happen,but I denied and gave in because I thought I had a chance. But apparently I didn't. It doesn't matter anymore,I've so much ahead of me especially next year. I'm definitely going to be super busy to even think about this.